It's very hard to put into words what is going on at the moment. From feeling after 9 hours of sleep that I am still exhausted to feeling completely under motivated to tears and not quite working out why I am feeling this way. Too many times I have had fainting spells and the tightness in my chest and arms with the fuzzy brain and headaches are now becoming a nuisance.
All I can put this down to is that I'm burned out. I'm tired. If I was an artist who walked into a studio with a team of people who can do all the engineering and producing then this album would have been written many times over but I am not one of the lucky ones who has this kind of support or can even afford to think about it.
Then when all the hard work of putting together an album is completed then I have to master it as funding does not allow me to pass this onto another. Not that I am not capable of doing this as I have mastered Synthetic Emotion EP and War Torn album.
The problem is that I haven't given myself time to rest before embarking on a new project. Doppelgänger is shaping up very nicely, albeit a little slow for my liking as usually I only have myself to please. There are 8 songs which are completed with only 2 which need a few tweaks. It sounds like nothing so why am I not able to complete this with the drive that this album deserves?
My aim was to have this album completed for a Summer release, it is more likely to be either late Summer or early Autumn. I don't want to let you all down, so I feel so bad and guilty that I am not able to complete this album at the moment.
I am so sorry.
She's Got Claws xxx
She's Got Claws
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